Who's this girl?
In a bit of early spring cleaning, I've discovered some old papers and journals. I have no idea who this girl is... I guess there's still a shadow in my brain where she lingers but there's no flesh memory. Just a silly girl who had witnessed no death or real sadness.
"Yes,
my dears, I've been out in the sunlight. The flatlands of Oklahoma were calling
to me so I packed up my crap and ran out of town last weekend. A mini reunion scheduled on Sunday, my family and I jumped in the RV and took off with Buster riding up front. It
was so bitterly cold but so cool to be there. I hung out with my grandparents,
went shopping with my grandma and slept in. Yeah sleep! And yeah video games;
on the road, we watched movies, ate at (my brother) and I's favorite Mexican place and I beat the hell out of FFIX! It's like
heaven!"
Who is that? Not me. It couldn't be. She doesn't even sound like me. I don't have grandparents anymore. I don't really have a family. All our pets are gone. There's no time for this kind of thing anymore. No one was ever so carefree and naïve.
I want to slap the shit out of her and hold her tight, never let go.
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